不是很可笑吗..?

it'Z unstrAnge how alcohoL uzed to puT me to sleeP eAzily...

now, i'M stilL wide awAke eveN afteR drinkinG?

moRe?

nopeZ.

~~~~~

finAlly droVe to visiT myrnA foR my hAircut befoRe my NYC triP...whicH mAkez my hAir alot eAzier to styLe whiLe on the moVe...

cAn't wAit to visiT boztoN too~!! felT glAd wheN jerrY cAlled to offeR me to and fro rideZ to bwI~

1sT tiMe trAvelinG witH see-whY...hahAaa it wilL rocK big tiMe~!!! :P

~~~~~

it drizzLed abiT todAy.

whY don'T the rAin juz pouR?

~~~~~


"ain'T it funnY" bY jennifeR lopeZ.

"
我疯了。
爱。
你。

我们的恋情看似完美的。
最滑稽的是你确实犹如我想象中的爱人。
可是我们的生命中有不可改变的事实，
我只要求你告诉我你明白和我一样的感觉。

在我脑海里完美的恋情。。。
我与你相守了一千世。。
但我们确实困在不完美的情景里，
所以我们多半不能在一起。


有些情感是无法否认的。。。不是很可笑吗？
就算你试着前进。。。却依旧停顿在原地。
维持着一些不该有的情感。。。不是很奇妙吗？
（我真希望这都是真的。。。）
一瞬间可以改变你的一生。。。不是很可笑吗？
而你不愿意面对对与错。。。
缘分也占有一份角色。。。不是很奇妙吗？
（在你心中的故事里。。。）


有时候我觉得真爱是不存在的。
我就相信它是不属于我的。
人生可是残忍的。。。我也无法解释清楚。
而我觉得我无法再一次面对它。。。

我对你很生疏却又很了解你。。。
我从你心里感觉到最深的让我完全信任的爱。。。
爱上了你改变了我原本的计划。
而现在我觉得我不必害怕。


我把我的心紧锁着。
但你却把它释放了。
拥有的感情。。。
束缚着我应有的生命。

我把你推到远处。。。
你却依旧靠在我身旁。
我觉得这表示。。。
我们是注定在一起的？
"

~~~~~

i wannA driVe and eAt @ the 24-hr dineR, liKe noW.

~~~~~

i wannA wAke up, on tiMe.

~~~~~

i wannA fAll asleeP.

~~~~~

i reAlly don'T wAnt to.

~~~~~

1000hrZ = 40000mileZ = 1460 dAyz.


是很好笑。。。
illZ。

confidAntly..?

"confidAnt" bY tzX and zhM.


"
likinG youR fAce...
az beAutiful az an angeL...
buT you'Re uzinG smileZ to hide awAy...
alL the scArz on your tearinG heArt...
seeinG you balAncing your lonelinezZ in youR soliTude...
i feeL my heArt achinG...

likinG youR personA...
so genuinelY sinceRe...
youR sunshiNe smiLe wArmz my brokeN heArt...
you'Re a brAve man...heAling your own woundZ in soliTude...
you giVe me the genuinitY of friendshiP...

thAnk you...
foR listeninG to my lonelinezZ...
foR beinG witH me wheN i crY...
so i do not feAr the emptinezZ of an endinG...
mY heArt (my heArt) finAlly fouNd a confidAnt who cArez...

thAnk you...
foR understAnding my lonelinezZ...
allowinG me to crY my heArt out withouT worrieZ...
so i do not feAr the bitternezZ of beinG mizundersTood...
mY heArt (my heArt) iz dAncing for you on a stAge...

thiZ iz a coLd and heArtlezz worLd...
witH endlezZ stronG wiNd and pourinG rAin...
buT noW thAt i hAve you witH me...
it wilL neveR snoW in my heArt agAin...
"


confidAntly..?
illZ.


P.S.1: tzX = Tai Zheng Xiao = 邰正宵
P.S.2: zhM = Zhou Hui Min = 周慧敏

a sonG thAt sAyz it alL~

whiLe i reAd the politicAl meAning behiNd thiZ sonG.....i'M noT into politicZ @ alL....hahAa...buT it'Z fuN and apT to direcT thiZ sonG towArdz whoeveR you wAnt.

i dedicAte thiz sonG to all who deserVe it:



"fucK you" bY lilY alleN.


"fucK you (fucK you)...fucK you very verY muuuuuuucH..."

"so plZ don'T stAy in toucH..."


cheerZ~
illZ.

sAyboomzzZ~~~

a greeN riveR~!!!!

woW, they actuAlly dye chicAgo riveR greeN on st. pAtrick'z dAy~!!!!!!!



froM 2sistersblog.com


INTERESTING. ;^)

oK, mizzed it thiZ yeAr...mAybe i'lL be crAzy enougH to visiT chicAgo nexT yeAr durinG sT. pAtrick'z dAy to see the greeN riveR~!!!!! ;P


nice~!!!
illZ.

"I think today is your favorite day of the year."

One of my labmates said the above to me....yea I love green, and today is St. Patrick's Day.....where Green is embraced...

Yea, I love the Irish for their great personality (prev. postdocs in my lab) and music (The Corrs + Cranberries etc.)...but, today is not my favorite day.

I will never set a religious day as my favorite day:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Patrick's_Day

~~~~~

Guess I'm drifting further from my labmates...hmm, which is a good thing for now. But I really have to frameshift my schedule to be more normal like the others....though things work for now, but I know it's not so healthy to be too isolated...

Hmm, also, 2 persons liking the same thing doesn't mean they are likely to get along very well. Like, most might agree since it makes sense...but, 2 persons getting along well together depends on alot more factors...including intangible factors.

Usuallity.

LOL...the only unusual thing is I'm glad he talked to me bcuz we don't usually talk @ all.


w.h.Y?
illZ.

mAdhv:

"you have forever to be dead, but only a short while to be alive
so even if life is painful, it's worth the experience, no?"


thAnkz mAdv for typinG sucH an inspirinG senteNce whiLe we gchAtted~!!!


;^)
illZ.

lozinG an houR.

it'Z dAylight sAvingz tiMe adjuztmenT agAin...

but welL, i hAve losT lotzA hourZ.


i mizZed and mizZ my remindeR.
illZ w.h.Y?

My Deepest Condolences.

For everyone who is still safely reading this or not reading this, we have to be glad we're simply safe and alive.

I am, for now.

Hmm, I blive it all happens from the Pacific Ring of Fire.


Z.O.M.g.
illZ w.h.Y?

an unputoutAble fiRe~

"sophiA" - bY nerinA pAllot


i hAve noT heArd sucH an attrActive voice for a loooooonG tiMe.

where'Z mY sophiA? my nonexistenT sofiRe.

kudoZ to nerinA. ♥


unputoutAbility...
illZ.

i wAke up lAte everydAy...

"reAl lAte stArter" bY nerinA pAllot


"i woKe up lAte todAy...actuAlly i do thAt everydAy..."
"shouLd i juZ stAy in bed? shouLd i liVe in my heAd?"
"oh goD so mAny qnZ to asK."

"dAy by dAy i wondeR...if i wilL be torN asundeR?"

"bY theZe thingZ thAt i knoW thAt nobodY elZe knowZ."
"or maybe it'Z the drinkinG?"
"i guezZ we shouLd consulT a biblE."

"cuZ i don'T wannA do whAt i don'T wannA do..."

"buT i'M a reAl lAte stArter and so i'M mAking uP foR losT tiMe..."


surpriZed to chAnce upoN sucH a tAlented musiciAn. ;^)


refuZenik.
illZ.

bAby goodniTe...

nitezzZ~
illZ.

yAy~~~ ;P

eAzy coMe eAzy go~

"grenAde" bY bruno mArz


hmM...afteR wAtching the cliP of tonjesml performinG thiZ on elleN's shoW, i didn'T knoW the sonG wAz by bruno mArz...the sAme guY who did the vocAlz for billionAire.

theN i looKed uP the sonG...and reAlized it hAz very blAtantly meAningful lyricZ thAt addrezZ unreciprocAl loVe.

and it'Z funnY hoW lAst nighT oveR dinneR @ broAdway dineR (az recommeNded bY Joe), me and baobAo juz hAd a conversAtion abt trustinG someoNe so much untiL you wouLd die for thAt persoN...while enjoyinG ouR cuTe peAnut butteR chocolAte mouzZe desserT:



cuTe and deliciouZ~!!


if onlY grenAdez looK so cuTe...the one i heLd befoRe bAck in armY wAz plAin uglY LOL~


"you tozZed it in the trAsh...yeZ you did."

"hAd youR eyeZ wide opeN, whY weRe theY opeN?" = good qnZ.~!!! the answeR dependZ on the purpoZe for keepinG them opeN.


hmM, grenAde.
illZ.

i wannA plAy 5 stoneZ...

siNce a feW dAyz bAck, i suddenlY wAnt to plAy thiZ clAssic chiLdhood gAme cAlled 5 stoneZ.

i remembeR makmAK wouLd sew theM for uz...and noW thAt i'M here, hmM, i'M gonnA mAke theM witH the extrA clotH froM KL i hAve froM mAking the buttonZ for my hAlloweeN coztuMe...

fouNd instructionZ here: http://www.ikatbag.com/2009/06/five-stones.html

posTed a fB messAge to borroW a sewinG machiNe? buT i doubT anyone hAz one. LOL~



a quicK video revieW of 5 stoneZ~


shAll slowlY seW..?
illZ...