1ce upon upoN a tiMe

i am so addicTed to thiZ sonG righT noW:



"who'Z hoT who'Z noT" bY creAture


mAking muZic of thiZ quAlity....i bliVe theY wilL go v. fAr~!!!

kiM iz amAzing...hiz vocAlz cAn morpH........ <3


so hoT.
illZ.

swAllowed

wAtch "swAllowed" here:

https://tiff.cment.net/step1.html


1:22 of "swAllowed".

it definitelY deserveZ youR voTe - for the few rAndom reAderz who somehoW pAzz bY my bloG...

it'Z a vid. abouT a womAn mourninG for her huzbAnd who wAz swAllowed by a whAle while he sAiled the seA. the depressinG wAiling of simoN ahmAdi amplifieZ the melAncholy...

kudoZ to the tAlented stepheN dunN - who mAde the vid.

shAll repeAt thiZ whiLe i worK on my lAb meetinG presentAtion tomorroW.......

keeP on wAiling.... :(


an artiZtic whiTe cAst iroN grAve.
illZ.

wAlking througH deAthz

"vAmpire boY"


hiZ muZic mAkez me wannA visiT canadA.

lovinG estheR rimbAud...


or simoN ahmAdi?
illZ.

wAil of dezpAir

whiLe wAlking bAck to lAb afteR luncH.....a guy wAlked passed weAring a t-shirT thAt reAd "kazakhstAn"...

i sAid "kazakstAn" afteR he wAlked pAssed and Joe waz like "yeA i saw that too"....

somehoW remindZ me of nikolAy - a colleGe clAzzmate who'z on my fAcebook but we never communicAte on fAcebook LOL. i thinK he'Z stilL doinG hiZ Ph.D. @ NTU in singApore...??

anywAyz, nikolAy'z froM kazakhstAn and i remembeR how i wAz obssessed witH vitAz...and kepT askinG hiM how to pronouNce the russiAn lyricZ correctlY witH theiR meAningz.....thAt wAz durinG structurAl biologY? LOL~



"operA #2" bY vitAz.


wAiling in dezpAir.
illZ.

fAct of life: it tAkez 2 hAndz to clAp, and you shouLd treAsure your owN hAnd no mAtter whAt hAppenz.

knockouT~!!

i couldn'T sleeP lAst nighT....tiL 4+am? theN woKe @ 6aM to joiN my lAb'z bbAll @ cooleY for the 2nd tiMe~!!

benT on improvinG my shootinG skillZ, i reAched hAlf an houR eArlier to prActize shootinG......wheN Joe arrived, i reAlized how idiotY i aM @ sportZ - i prActized on a smAller bbAll thAt'z bad - no wondeR i wAz so tired... duH.

heAring Joe say "it tAkez time to leArn"....made me feel betteR, he'z so nice lah.

...didn'T feel like pukinG and blAcking out like lAst weeK....but noW my bAck and thighZ hurT...argH.

ooH, the funnest pArt wAz not the actuAl bbAll gAme...it wAz thiZ gAme we plAyed....cAlled knockouT:




instructionZ here: http://www.winningdrills.com/fun-basketball-drills.html


pAin pAin...
illZ...

如风的绝情丹。。。

世间上有无数过客。
唯一人能牵动真爱。
就是那独有的灵魂。
狂使爱火撩动互缠。

爱的旅程全无保证。
痴情者却全心沉溺。
持着不求回报之意。
傻盼着炽热的心应。

爱情之花芬芳无比。
催眠着爱者的思绪。
傻了钝了笨了笑了。
勇于放弃了牺牲了。

最终看清爱的情咒。
翻了烦了喊了哭了。
能劝醒安抚心泪的。
唯有如风的绝情丹。。。


illZ

the need foR a 绝情丹~

wAz chAtting with bAolin.....and the conclusioN of our vexinglY funnY chAt iz we botH need to consuMe 绝情丹:



"十面埋伏" bY s.H.e.


绝情丹...wherefoRe arT tHou?


锦囊带着绝情丹~
illZ...

uniTed stAtez of poP 2009~

"uniTed stAtez of poP 2009" bY djeArworm


i'Ve heArd mAshupz along the wAy but thiZ one iz reAlly very seAmlezzly doNe.....lyricZ are here: http://djearworm.com/united-state-of-pop-2009-blame-it-on-the-pop-lyrics.htm

thAnkz mrZ. peK (ooopZ i meAnt mZ. Au~) for intro-inG me to sucH a greAt mAshup of top songz~!!


muh muh muh muH~
illZ

the 3-drinK ruLe

yeZ, thiZ iz an officiAl ruLe i hAve sworN to abide in my life.

...to drinK a mAx of only 3 drinkZ wheN i'M outside. ;)


thAnkz beN for beztowinG me sucH a wonderfuL ruLe~!!
illZ~

beerY arT~

thumbnAiled my sierrA bottLe afteR beerinG..:




arT...?
illZ...

bbAllin' @ cooleY

1sT tiMe @ the bbAll courT of cooleY.


gosH, juz cAme bAck from bbAlling witH my lAb...guezZ thiZ iz reAlly my 1sT tiMe plAying bbAll in my life.

surpriZed? noT wheN it'Z me.

afteR 3 gAmez (~50min?)....i gAve up and sAt one side...sweAting profuzelY and i thinK i wAz 30% blAckedout...bad bad bAd. felT liKe pukinG...

OMG. gettinG old...welL, i'M liKe 26 witH a bodY (2 leAzt my spiNe) thAt'z 80 yrZ old...

one of the plAyerz looked liKe he'z...40+ or ~50?? and he'Z goinG stronG wheN i cmi-ed...lookZ like i reAlly need to exerciZe regulArly, or juZ continue not to exerciZe...i'M not suppoZed to exerciZe anywAyz...

welL Joe'z reAlly nice to kindA include me in the gAme..if i continue to joiN in future...i shouLd go 0.5hr eArlier to prActise shootinG the bAll...

ok, i totAlly sucK @ bbAlling...whoeveR teAmed witH me losT....i thinK? i wAz too exerciZed to knoW whAt'z goinG on. argH.

but it wAz fuN nonethelezZ~!!!


sigH.
illZ...

蜜蜂和鸟儿都在飞翔～

beez & birdZ are flyiN'~

thoughT of thiZ sonG the momenT i woKe uP todAy...:



"keeP on moviN'" bY fiVe.


"i woKe uP to dAy witH thiZ feeliN'..
betteR thingZ are comiN' my wAy..."

whY didn'T thiZ sonG appeAr in mY miNd eArlier?? itZ chirpY tuNe surelY perkZ me uP~!!!

"i knoW it'Z not mucH...buT it'Z ok...keeP on moviN' on anywAy~!!"

lotzzZ to do noW...glAd i remembeRed thiZ sonG...

"sometimeZ it feelZ thAt life hAz no meAning...buT i knoW thingZ wilL be all righT in the eNd..."

all rightZ, gottA get out of bed to preP for thiZ suppozed bAsketball gAme witH the lAb....yeA, afteR i-don'T-knoW-hoW-mAny-yeArz of no exercizinG....somehoW i feeL liKe bAsketballing for fuN...hoPe it'Z enjoyAble~

"wheN the rAiny dAyz are dyiN'..
gottA keep on keeP on tryiN'...
all the beeZ & birdZ are flyiN'..
neveR lot go gottA hoLd on and..
non-stoP tiL the breAk of dAwn and..
keeP moviN' don'T stoP rockiN'.."

"geT on uP wheN you'Re dowN...
bAby tAke a good looK arouNd..
i knoW it'Z not mucH, but it'Z oK..
keeP on moviN' on anywAy..."


bAllin'~
illZ...

i fouNd a heArt~!!!!

microscopinG.......

and i fouNd a heArt~!!!!



theZe are bAsically cellZ....witH theiR nucLei stAined witH a fluorescenT bLue dYe.....and theY coincidentAlly forM interestinG shApez...juZ like cloudZ...


<3
illZ...

土+火+风+水+心 = ？

one roAd smootH wiNd~

all rightZ....mingliAng returNed to chinA to tAke up a fAculty pozitioN....alL the besT to hiM~

before he lefT....he toLd me i trulY improVed hiZ fAshion senZe. LOL~

we did shoP aloT for clotheZ @ filene'Z...and arundeL....where he goT moZ of hiz cAlvin kleiN~~~


one roAd smootH wiNd~
illZ...

lipsticK stAinz on lefT side brAin...

Joe reco-ed thiz song onto my grroveshArk..... 2.9999~


= a kizZ on the righT fAce.
illZ

whY shouLd i cAre?

locked & unlocKed

trippiN' aloNe


loziN' griP/
illZ

no turninG righT, righT?

finAlly~!!!!

i hAven't driveN for liKe...1.5 + 4 + 1.5 = ~7 yearz??? pluZ all i'Ve driveN befoRe were militAry roverZ and 3 or 5 tonnerZ.....and it wAz righT-hAnd driVe. OMG.

i told mR. chucK (my drivinG instructoR)...and woW, he stilL pAzzed me hiz keyZ and asKed me to begiN drivinG hiz hyundAi sedAn.

frAnkly, i wAzn't eveN sure whetheR the gAs wAz on the righT or the brAke wAz on the lefT? untiL i sAt @ the driveR seAt, theN the feeL cAme bAck.....bcuZ obviouzlY, somehoW i juZ knoW the gAz pedAl'z on the righT. duH.

it wAz fuN to reAlize he hAz anotheR set of gAz and brAke on hiZ pAssenger side....

and yeA, it wAz certAinly fuN to zooM onto the exprezzwAy in USA after not drivinG for so looooonG....

hmM, but the red arroW meAnz no turninG eveN wheN there'Z no "no turN on red" sigN righT???


i'M stilL aliVe~!!
illZ...

-.-

the deptH of the wouNd iz proportionAl to the efforT put into the nonchAlant cArezz.

to chooZe not to cArezz or be cArezzed iz the onlY wAy to prevenT beinG wouNded.


-.-
illZ

for the sAme dAmn thinG

unwhoLe.

fAct of life: bubbleZ wilL poP dezpiTe how rAinbowy theY are.

cAn't sleeP.


trumpeTed my hennessY.
illZ.

felL in loVe and wAlked awAy.

2.9999999999...


i onlY hAve 3 choicez on pAndora in lAb:
1. lAdy gagA
2. owL citY
3. cArrie undeRwood.

noW i reAlly wannA add in kellY........

so, hmM, owL or cArrie?

i cAn't denY thAt owL city'Z muZic simplY sootheZ me. buT cArrie iz juZ amAzing.

"vAnilla skY" of owL citY mAkez me smiLe, but it mAkez me ultrA sAd. i remembeR hoW i asKed Joe whAt song thAt wAz wheN i heArd it in lAb for the 1sT tiMe....yeA, reAlizing hoW itz optimizM sAddenz me, i hAve stopPed listeninG to it.

oK, my pAndora shAll hAve 2 americAn idolZ.


neveR eveR feeL rejecTed. :(
illZ.