gAining freedoM froM withiN my memorieZ...

"i donno hoW to flY" bY celesTe chonG.


"
pAgez and pAgez of my feelingZ...
dezcribinG my sweeT pAst...
in my solitAry diAry...
my memory'Z mY oxygeN~

movinG forwArd a steP at a tiMe...
i slowlY depArt froM my pAst...
tellinG myseLf nothinG mAtterz...
feelinG the currenT weAther...

prActising nonchAlance in my heArt...

i donno hoW to flY...
so i wAlk slowlY...
it'Z abiT lonelY...
buT i wAlk on conscientiouzlY...
i need tiMe for my woundZ to recoveR...
i'M sure there wilL stilL be hAppy thingZ aheAd...

i donno hoW to flY...
buT i wisH to be in the skY...
it'Z abit windY...
buT i don'T wisH to hide anymoRe.
there wilL coMe a dAy...
juZ giVe me soMe tiMe...
i'lL gAin freedoM froM withiN my memorieZ...

~~~

movinG forwArd a steP at a tiMe...
i slowlY depArt froM my pAst...
tellinG myseLf it'Z oK...
i lifT my heAd to tAke a deeP breAth~!!

prActising nonchAlance in my heArt...

i donno hoW to flY...
so i wAlk slowlY...
it'Z abiT lonelY...
buT i wAlk on conscientiouzlY...
i need tiMe for my woundZ to recoveR...
i'M sure there wilL stilL be hAppy thingZ aheAd...

i donno hoW to flY...
buT i wisH to be in the skY...
it'Z abit windY...
buT i don'T wisH to hide anymoRe.
there wilL be a dAy...
plZ giVe me soMe tiMe...
i'lL gAin freedoM froM withiN my memorieZ...

"


flyinG awAy.
illZ.